i miss driving......... :(
haihs. being in spore means i dont have a car to drive, also means i cant drive cuz i dont have the license here.

i just thought of sth. a friend asked me before whether i got cultural shock when i came here. i realized, i didn't. maybe cuz i adapt to a new place quite easily, and anyways my dad's side family are all singaporeans so yeah, i didn't think much of it. there're quite a number of differences btw s'poreans and malaysians. will tell u if u ask me. anyways, i seldom speak chinese here, so when sometimes i listened to malaysians speaking chinese, i'd be like, 'ohh that's how malaysian mandarin sound like..' cuz i cant hear my chinese when i'm speaking. so i dont know. anyway it's very different from spore mandarin. LOL.

anyway we are all humans. i wish i have a home though. till now i dont feel like i have a home.. do you know how a home feels like? i imagine it to be filled with warmth of the presence of family. right now my home is where my friends are. i told myself long ago, i'm going to shower my kids with so much love in the future. they're not going to feel like how i feel now. they're going to have a home, a loving one. but i know, home is always where my heavenly daddy is..

nth much to say alr. bye!