Hannah if you're reading this..u're freggin' deaddd to me tooo! camwhore!!!
blah aft looking at ur vain vain pics, plus phoebe's toooo, i realized i haven't been using my phone camera alottt recently haha..
why??? blame it on caramel, the stupid IT who bit my phone cable...arghh..i should get a camera of my own soon..
and i haven't got much time...ever since i came here, omg, my life has turned topsy turvy (reminds me of the song sang by the clown in the movie 'hunchback in Notre Dame').
i've never been so busy - mugging - in my life.
guess this is uni life?
but recently i kept feeling there's no sense of purpose/belonging to continue.
what's the point?? study(STRESS)->get cert->work(STRESS)
at the end of the day, it's still STRESS.
and i don't think i'll be an engineer. got this feeling. that i'll be doing sth else, sth other than engineering.
so then, i'm basically getting the cert for the sake of getting the cert.
the society is cruel. i don't know why recently i have the drive of earning money. probably cuz i'm siCk of asking my parents for money..
maybe i should be like some hardworking ppl and do part-time work. the only thing that i'm lazy.
blah..i'll still get over it and still force myself to study.
i wonder if i being pessimistic...hmm..
*switching to 'optimistic' mode*
i should be damn thankful for whatever i have now la.. i mean.. what's there to complain? there are so many ppl out there who are dying to live, to survive.
haih..i'm being crappy here.. till then~!