Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?
Littlest Things -Lily Allen
While reading the book 'Captivating' by John and Staci Eldredge (a good read), i drifted into my dream world. The chapter i was reading was about 'Beauty' of a women. ok a short intro first, the book was suggested by one of my guy friend, the book is actually for women, 'unveiling the mystery of a woman's soul', how women is important in God's eyes, etc. haha u must find this surprising eh, a guy friend introducing me a woman's book? i was kinda surprised too. Then he was telling me, when you're reading it, feel free to feel, cry if you need too. I was like, 'uhh..okay..i'll tell u if i cry k?' LOL the thing is he cried while reading the book for men, 'Wild at Heart'. sentimental guy. so at first i wasn't really attracted to the book, but after reading a few pages (during lecture), the book is actually very interesting~&meaningful (even more if u compare it to the DEAD BORING 'Transformer' lecture).
ok back to my dream, the chapter was on 'beauty', how every women's deepest desire is to unveil her beauty, God's beauty, and so on. Beauty is portrayed beautifully. you must read the book to truly gasp at the true beauty of women, the world, and God. as my mind slowly drifted into the dream world, i saw myself fighting with bad guys, with my prince charming fighting beside me. deep in my heart i knew the ending is death. but trying desperately to defy fate, i fought with all my might. we escaped afterwards, ending up running down the flights of stairs. then i saw my enemy right below me, walking down too. heart thumping, i walked quietly to avoid being noticed. then the next scene is the shopping mall, where me&him kept a low profile while the bad guys were just beside us.
after that, i heard myself breathing heavily, opening my eyes to find out it was just a dream. the dream caused heartache though i've no idea why. some dreams are just too intense. then i heard the @*#! indian band playing their rock song, which really sucks, but still the crowd cheered as if they're good. sucky band. playing in the residence somemore. interrupted my dream.
Is this the end?