me, Phyllicia has officially learnt another lesson on neatness - again.
yesterday was a hectic day. why? because of the hassle of packing ALL OF MY BELONGINGS and checking out of the hostel. except for my textbooks which i dumped all of them at songxia's room. hee.
fyi, im in my dad's place now. going to muar (cell group retreat) on friday. after that (sunday) i have to choose between jb and kl. jb or kl, south or north. hmm.. probably jb. then i'll go kl, or subang (kl is shorter).
blah i'm not much of a planner. sorta like a last minute freak.
but, who cares?
anyway back to the part about tidiness. kay so i was packing in the midnight, morning, evening, until night - pratically the WHOLE freaking day. at 9.30am thank God for my aunt who came to helped me pack a little, and cleaned up my room for me(there's a damn room inspection).
so after i reached my dad's house, i have to pack again.
why? cuz it's untidy. yes read this - untidy does not equal to messy. it's just not tidy enough.
not that i'm complaining. it's just that packing gave me a whole lot of headache.
then when my dad comes back right, i don't know when did he turn so naggy. every few minutes and then he'll nag, this one put here, this one put there. see, now it's much tidier. fyi, my dad is very particular about neatness. and yes, i do not inherit the neat gene from him.
so in the end, after much sweat and headache, i managed to pack ALL OF MY BELONGINGS in more than 4 big boxes(excluding my luggage). amazing i tell myself. simply amazing.
everything is in order.
not that i dislike tidiness. it's just that untidiness reminds us that we're not perfect. no one's perfect. things cant be perfect. there is always the law of entropy (fr physics) that states that whatever we do, we cause disorder in this planet. like if we tidy up some things in the room, we caused disorder in other places i.e. the rubbish bin. and the room is going to get all messy again. so i simply can't help but to agree with the law of entropy.
but. in the pursuit of perfection, humans usually spend time on pursuing, rather than enjoying.
so what the heck. life's like that.

note: i'm just smoking my way out to claim justice for messiness. whatever that means.