i'm considering of deleting this blog. cuz i feel very sien about it alr. haha
but anyways.. just leave it here for awhile.. at least it gives me space to say (almost) whatever i feel like to.

i'm going jb today..taking train alone. guess i'll most probably sleep or read a novel in the train. yikes. i dont like taking train. it's so jerky, to me.

hmm.. been in kl for a short while. can't meet Phoebe since she went back. sometimes i feel like i havent been spending much time with my friends here. sigh... i dont know what to do.. wish i have more time..

going bk spore means work to me. i dont know why. of cuz i'm happy to see my friends. just that, it reminds me of study, crusade, violin class.. and all i wanna do at times is to slack and watch dvd. just lying there doing nothing.. day dreaming. hanging out with friends.. enjoying myself.

i guess at some point of time, i'll get sick of doing nothing, like how i did last time.

since i went spore, i think i strive harder. i dont know whether it's good or bad. i think it's good, cuz it builds up my character. i became stronger, i guess. i dont know. hmm..

somehow i wanna stay in kl longer... if im in spore, i wanna live alone.. i feel that living alone gives me much more freedom. i can just do whatever i like, without considering other ppl's feelings.

haihs...i hate saying goodbyes. i'm bad at it. miss my friends, so much. wish i could spend more time with u all :'(