oh gosh!! i just came back from the orchestra practice + violin class! super tired la... anyway orchestra was okay la.. not very fun yet since i didn't really practice the songs, so couldn't play much.. blahh. plus 2nd violin's score is boring.. and the songs! i dont really like some of the songs. haha.. i think i'm complaining alot here cuz i'm frustrated with myself.
why did i get myself involve in so many things?? i have to study and relax for goodness sake.
and my weekends are all taken up. i have to wake up early even on weekends.
why don't i just give up learning violin?? it's so difficult, especially with my teacher's especially high standards. what?! he's a child prodigy la! playing a diploma piece in his primary school days to enter the Singapore Youth Orchestra, being the concertmaster in SYO, conducting the Army Orchestra when he's in army, performing for many musicals and concerts in Esplanade in his university days. goshh! and he graduated with an Engineering degree, master in Supply Chain and Logistics. and he's a shopaholic, having whole lot of Coach bag for himself.
yes my teacher is a tian cai.. gosh that's why i need to work really really hard.
shouldn't complain. i won't give up violin anyways. so yup! shall work really hard, including my studies..